Death anniversary

I didn't write on the actual day, but February 4th marked the 4th year since my Mom died. I had been trying to find a certain set of pictures I took on a trip up there in '01, of her and Sierra picking flowers and wandering the garden. Chemo had caused most of her hair to fall out at that point (all but some white peach fuzz) and it was one of those most rare times, when she let me take photos without the wig on.
I loved the truth of those photos. The childlike state of her hair seemed appropriate, as she continued to nourish the earth and spend time amongst her favorite people .....children.

I wrote a poem about that day, based on a picture of a huge, pink peony that Sierra was stuffing her nose into. I wanted to frame the poem and a picture of that day, to honor her memory. I didn't even realize it was the four-year anniversary until my sister posted about it at our family email list. Suddenly it made sense. I had been looking through photos in the garage and crying more than usual that week. Now I knew why.

Come walk in my garden today
    I'll pick you a peony
       that tickles your nose
We'll walk to the Sunflower house
     you'll peek through the stalks
       your mirth will spill out
and go twinkling and dancing
and skipping up the path.

The sweet peas will wink and nod
    as we pass, hand in hand
        feet pressing chocolate
                         brown earth
Life energy flowing between
              and through
                         and around.

Come walk in my garden today
      we'll speak of dreams and
           magical things touching
silky rose petals and wondering
at how they unfurl so spendidly.

Long after I am gone, this garden,
   this day, this very moment will remain.
Our souls will walk hand in hand
        for all eternity....
                          because
                       you  walked
                in my garden today.